Share a diary entry from when you were 13…feel free to make one up!
I don’t need to make one up.
I actually did keep a diary of sorts when I was thirteen…it’s super boring, but I would love to share with you one of the more interesting entries and expose the inner most thoughts of my vulnerable thirteen year old mind. And I have to admit that 17 years later I still find this slightly embarrassing:
Nov. 18, 1992
I used to hate Rob.
He would tell me how much he loved me and that he thought I was fine and that he only wanted to talk to me because he didn’t want to talk to any other girls.
He asked me out on a Friday and after hearing all of that I really did think he cared. Well one Monday when I went to school their is this girl named Nicole. I didn’t know her, but she knew my friend. When I was with my friend, Nicole came up and said, “guess what, I’m going out with ROB!”
I didn’t say anything until later and she talked to Rob about it. He said it was a joke, that he said “sike” when he was talking to me. BULL SHIT! Our talk definitely did not sound like a joke!!
Well I didn’t talk to him for at least a week, until one day in shop he tried again. It worked. I forgave him and now we’re friends. I doubt he’ll do it again. I should hope he learned his lesson. After all, love sees no evil. Here is a poem I wrote while I was mad at him:
Why did he use me?
Why did he lie?
Why did he leave me and never say goodbye?
Why does he do these things when he knows it’s gonna hurt?
Does he know that when he’s through, I always feel like dirt?
I know as time passes day by day,
he’ll get sorrier in every way.
He had me and he let me go,
What he did was really low.
He thinks sorry will always cut, but I hate to say he’s wrong.
Let’s just say we’re singin’ to a different song.
Maybe someday he’ll figure out with reason,
That you don’t change the one you love with the time of season.
And so began the teenage angst.
I’m just glad I made it clear that I was not a girl to be messed with, you know!?! That if you make me think you like me, ask me to be your girlfriend, tell me I’m FINE, and then humiliate me by telling everyone at school it was a joke…I’ll ignore your ass for a good SOLID week…at LEAST, before I forgive you. Darn right you’ll learn your lesson…won’t be doing THAT again now WILL YOU ROB!?!
Now it’s your turn!
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The Prompts:
1.) A Thanksgiving to be remembered…
2.)Describe the most destructive thing your pet has done.
3.) Describe in 1000 words or less a time when something happened and you knew that life would never be the same.
4.)Share a diary entry from when you were 13…feel free to make one up!
5.)Describe a moment you felt embarrassed by your parents.
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